Blind

I saw another blind person today. Today i thought something i hadn't. I see a few brave souls who rely on their little stick thingies and ride the light rail. I was sitting across from him and thought what do they see? How would i describe myself to a blind person? I thought by going simple. Saying that my hair is red. Then I stopped to think, do they know what the colors look like? They would know how you felt. They would know how you feel, but they do not know how you look. The relationships they obtain must be absolute love. I want to know what living blind for a day would be like.

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Life=hell

Life has been hell lately. Ugh. i'm losing friends upon friends and i have a sinus infection. life is not going well for me as of late. on the plus side my......guy person....forget it, my boyfriend, and i are doing well. i still wish he'd have his GED by now. and maybe enrolled in college. but whatever. i love him and he loves me. i really feel like dying because of this damn infection. i'm not real sure what else to say. My sister is turning 16 next weekend and i turn 18 in 4 months!!! I love my boyfriend. xoxo That's all i have to say for now.

My hell :)

Goths
Circle I Limbo

PETA Members
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Republicans
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

George Bush
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Scientologists
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Creationists
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Anyone Who Loves Football
Circle VII Burning Sands

Barney, Elmo
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Red Wing Fans
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Binary

What a day. My boyfriend and i had a wonderful day :) his status post was in binary today and i found out what it said cuz I'm a smart cookie like that. It read "I'm falling for her hard" well i posted back "I'm falling hard for you too :)" I'm falling hard. i just need to know when it turns from falling to fallen. And is there a difference between in lust and in love? can you be both at the same time? Damn...meeting him was fate, becoming his friend was a choice, but falling for him i had no control over. WOW he's amazing! I'm the luckiest girl in the world and i want every one to know that!

Better Day...Well Weekend

So this weekend was quite the...uh...adventure! Got to "meet" my boyfriend's friend Cameron (Definitely not as bad as i thought it'd be especially over text). All i did for the most part was sit around playing guitar hero and watching movies. I must say that The Breakfast Club is the best explanation of high school i have ever EVER seen. Then my dad got to talk to Cody. (Ha! I'm sure that didn't go over too well) I got to talk to him today and I was so happy. His Internet has been down almost ALL weekend and that means i rarely got to talk to him. Well that's what's been going on around here.

Stupid People

Why is it that people won't keep their nose out of anything. When things end get your grubby ass nose out of other peoples business! Just because you haven't moved on doesn't mean that the other person hasn't either. Just get over it. I'm so utterly annoyed right now. i can't believe she would do something like that....actually i can. Why? Why don't you just grow up and quit using emotions to get things you want?! I could understand if it was just once; I'd maybe even forgive you if it were twice, but when it's on an almost constant basis it's not even cool. There's a line that is drawn and bitch you done CROSSED it! There's just so much one person can take and I'm absolutely done. I'm sick and tired of this bull crap. He dumped your bitch ass and he's mine now so take you and your whiny ass emotions elsewhere. I'm absolutely done and i can't hold myself back anymore.

Insert Title Here

Yeah? you think of something more creative. I feel very calm and relaxed right now. Hmm...what to say? What--to--say. Well for starters it's Friday. TGIF! So I've been reading this book, actually it's a series of three with three books in each, all about angels and demons and vampires and werewolves and witches and fairies and pixies (OH MY! haha) and it really makes me wonder are there such out there. I mean i know that witches and angles and demons are, but i mean werewolves and vampires and such. I'd love to be a vampire. Not because of twilight mind you. Vampires are supposed to burn or die in sunlight not sparkle like some gay fairy. No offence to those who like it, it has a great plot and story line and all, but it's just not the best. I absolutely love reading. It gets me away from the ruckus of life and lets me experience another person's life; it lets me take on another personality for a little. It's like a little movie in my head. Well it's getting late and i want to read more.